Separation

The last afternoon of the night the silence was fourfold. She was sitting at the place of prayer, weeping to God, weeping and praying for the life of the oppressed.

She thought that if something happened to her, she would not be able to survive. She was so shocked that when she found out, the feeling of suffocation had suddenly increased. A wave of chest pain had spread throughout the body.

She wanted to scream, but her voice faded inwardly, as if her legs were no longer alive.

But she staggered and barely stood on her feet.

He had nothing left but to weep and pray over this oppression of nature.

She was crying and complaining to God.

Or Lord, it was you who introduced me to him, it was you who put love for him in my heart, I didn’t even know his name, then what a unique game of nature that his Made such a horrible joke.

Either forgive me all the sins of the sinner, or give him life. You love your servants more than seventy mothers, then listen to me the sinner.

You know best the state of hearts. If you give it to me, no one can take it away. I need one of your ears. Lord forgive me, their love has penetrated into my veins. Will die too

I am already your sinner, my world is in the dust.

After committing a haraam act like suicide, my Hereafter will also be reduced to dust.

Or if their separation is in my destiny, do not deprive me of the shadow of your mercy,

O Lord God, no one knows the state of hearts better than You. I can live without them, but with their death, my death is also certain. May we both have mercy on the sinner.

God, if nothing happens to them, then this sinful bondage of yours will be broken and shattered. Don’t punish me so severely, tell me or nothing will happen to them.

She was praying to God with both hands, it seemed to her that if the bar was broken then she would never be able to handle it again,

The existence of which makes her breathe, in the feeling of her love she is living. If she doesn’t stay with him, what will she do even if she lives?

For the last few days she had forgotten everything, she had no sense of eating or drinking, she was just begging God for her life.

If someone was talking, she would keep looking at him with an absent mind that what has been said.

He knew everything from someone else, while he said that the fish would find out about you first.

But like every time she was proved wrong this time too, she found out the news through her friend.

He was not sad that he found out from someone else, he was sad that he is in their life only for love,

Does he have no right to any of his grief? That, like every time, he was kept ignorant of herbs.

While she was eating this thing inside her, if God forbid something happened to her, will she be able to live,

No, she could not live without that person. She knew what she meant to him. If she knew this news from anyone, she would not be able to live.

While he was saying how to tell you the fish, I did not understand anything myself, I was in shock myself.

I know your reaction, how you have to react, your own hands and feet are swollen, then how can I tell you. He spoke angrily looking at her crying face …

She wanted to tell him why, as always, he was kept ignorant of herbs. But between the tears she could not say.

The opposite thoughts were also coming in his heart, is his heart full now or was there a third one among them.

Because now there was nothing like before, everything had changed. She thought she was a little upset because of her illness but couldn’t figure out why she was so rude.

Because now the accents were changing, and now it was clear that they did not want to be together. And it seemed to her that she was slowly dying from within, because her eyesight was gone.